1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:03,000 Previously on Doc, Dr. Larson was in a car accident. 2 00:00:03,200 --> 00:00:05,670 There's no recollection of the last eight years. 3 00:00:06,260 --> 00:00:10,439 Dr. Larson, she's the reason we're here. If I'd had my memories, none of this 4 00:00:10,440 --> 00:00:14,559 would have happened. My home is the house where Michael lives with his new 5 00:00:14,560 --> 00:00:19,719 and baby. Half of me is trapped in that time, and the other half wants a man 6 00:00:19,720 --> 00:00:21,620 that I don't even remember. 7 00:00:22,160 --> 00:00:27,379 I get you want Jake, and to be the doctor you were. I had a memory. I need 8 00:00:27,380 --> 00:00:29,260 of it back. Put me in the tank. 9 00:00:36,400 --> 00:00:37,450 How far along? 10 00:00:38,480 --> 00:00:40,240 Oh, I'm not sure. 11 00:00:40,620 --> 00:00:42,420 Oh, your OB should be able to tell you. 12 00:00:42,780 --> 00:00:44,720 Yeah. I don't have one. 13 00:00:51,500 --> 00:00:52,550 You all right? 14 00:00:54,220 --> 00:00:55,780 I've been having stomach pains. 15 00:00:55,781 --> 00:00:59,619 Some of my sisters said I should get it checked out, so I'm on my way to 16 00:00:59,620 --> 00:01:00,670 Westside Hospital. 17 00:01:07,340 --> 00:01:10,230 It seems like someone's really trying to get a hold of you. 18 00:01:10,480 --> 00:01:12,400 I think not everyone wanted me to leave. 19 00:01:14,460 --> 00:01:15,640 And where are you from? 20 00:01:19,640 --> 00:01:21,140 I'm really not supposed to say. 21 00:01:27,680 --> 00:01:28,730 Anything? 22 00:01:38,619 --> 00:01:39,920 Nothing. Let me out. 23 00:01:45,220 --> 00:01:50,539 Listen, one memory means more than possible, but that one took months, so 24 00:01:50,540 --> 00:01:51,920 you've got to be patient. 25 00:01:52,700 --> 00:01:57,379 It's just an issue of me remembering how I am. I have a prayer of somehow being 26 00:01:57,380 --> 00:01:58,430 whole. 27 00:01:58,640 --> 00:01:59,690 No biggie. 28 00:02:00,320 --> 00:02:04,700 It's been a rough 24 hours. Why don't you go home and get some rest? 29 00:02:23,210 --> 00:02:24,260 Did you get back? 30 00:02:24,510 --> 00:02:25,560 Yesterday. 31 00:02:25,561 --> 00:02:29,369 Jen Legg's killing me. I thought you had two more weeks. Five months is enough 32 00:02:29,370 --> 00:02:33,449 of Burma. You know, even I'd probably stay home from work the day after being 33 00:02:33,450 --> 00:02:34,389 held hostage. 34 00:02:34,390 --> 00:02:35,440 No, you wouldn't. 35 00:02:35,441 --> 00:02:38,649 Anyway, I'm not working. I'm just too tired to make it out the door. Well, you 36 00:02:38,650 --> 00:02:39,700 look fantastic. 37 00:02:39,701 --> 00:02:42,749 You can't even tell you're in a car wreck. You have to be inside my head for 38 00:02:42,750 --> 00:02:43,800 that. Look. 39 00:02:44,270 --> 00:02:47,100 So I guess you're not jockeying for the old job just yet? 40 00:02:47,310 --> 00:02:48,360 Are you kidding? 41 00:02:48,770 --> 00:02:50,070 I'm an intern now. 42 00:02:51,130 --> 00:02:53,360 Come. There's some infants I want you to meet. 43 00:02:55,100 --> 00:02:57,180 Allow me to introduce my students. 44 00:02:57,620 --> 00:02:59,580 David, Ava, Sam. 45 00:02:59,840 --> 00:03:03,040 So you're the legendary Dr. Amy Larson. You know who I am. 46 00:03:03,280 --> 00:03:07,070 That's the people she's ever had. And the gold standard we should all aspire 47 00:03:07,460 --> 00:03:09,460 So sadly, we will never measure up. 48 00:03:09,461 --> 00:03:13,639 All that time you were looking at your phones, you were actually listening to 49 00:03:13,640 --> 00:03:14,690 me. 50 00:03:21,230 --> 00:03:22,280 Okay. 51 00:03:22,530 --> 00:03:24,390 Onward, my motley crew. 52 00:03:29,410 --> 00:03:30,550 You're working today? 53 00:03:31,490 --> 00:03:35,070 Um, yeah, I just figured it'd be good for morale. What about you? 54 00:03:35,770 --> 00:03:37,110 I just wanted to see TJ. 55 00:03:37,570 --> 00:03:38,890 Then I'm going on the crash. 56 00:03:39,870 --> 00:03:43,470 Well, um, I guess I'll see you tomorrow, then. 57 00:04:02,700 --> 00:04:04,100 I can't take it anymore. 58 00:04:04,320 --> 00:04:05,680 I've tried everything. 59 00:04:06,460 --> 00:04:10,859 Sugar, vinegar, holding my breath, pulling my tongue, even digital rectal 60 00:04:10,860 --> 00:04:12,720 massage. Is that a thing? 61 00:04:13,180 --> 00:04:17,879 Modern medicine, sadly, hiccups still mystify most practitioners, forcing us 62 00:04:17,880 --> 00:04:23,219 rely on silly home remedies, which is why I am compelled to introduce these 63 00:04:23,220 --> 00:04:27,860 wannabes and myself. Hi, I'm Dr. Ridley. I'll take a cure from anyone, Mom. 64 00:04:27,861 --> 00:04:31,759 Thankfully, Dr. Ridley's not just anyone. She's an instructor of medicine 65 00:04:31,760 --> 00:04:36,099 surgery with privileges here at Westside. So apparently this poor soul 66 00:04:36,100 --> 00:04:38,980 hiccups for 11 days. Right on cue. Thank you. 67 00:04:38,981 --> 00:04:41,059 Still a long way from the world record. 68 00:04:41,060 --> 00:04:42,110 68 years. 69 00:04:42,220 --> 00:04:44,220 Not helpful. Even worse. 70 00:04:44,660 --> 00:04:46,060 Irrelevant. Sam? 71 00:04:46,840 --> 00:04:50,879 Family history of hiccups? There's absolutely no genetic conditions that 72 00:04:50,880 --> 00:04:52,140 this. Can she do anything? 73 00:04:52,560 --> 00:04:54,500 All negative, no stroke, or MS. 74 00:04:54,740 --> 00:04:57,320 Hardly inspiring, David. Wow me, Ava. 75 00:04:57,321 --> 00:05:00,539 Adam, any chance you recall the events leading up to the hiccups? 76 00:05:00,540 --> 00:05:03,820 Yeah. It was Sunday, and I have a routine. 77 00:05:04,840 --> 00:05:07,960 Woke up, had an omelet, went to the gym. 78 00:05:08,220 --> 00:05:11,120 So no one's going to ask about the tattoos? 79 00:05:11,121 --> 00:05:12,759 Are they medically relevant? 80 00:05:12,760 --> 00:05:15,879 You can't know unless you ask, and anyone with that many tattoos wants you 81 00:05:15,880 --> 00:05:19,220 ask. So what's your story? I am an artist. 82 00:05:20,650 --> 00:05:24,310 About three years ago, I lost my studio in a fire, along with all my work. 83 00:05:24,790 --> 00:05:27,770 So I started to use my body as a canvas. 84 00:05:28,550 --> 00:05:30,030 Now I can never lose my art. 85 00:05:31,230 --> 00:05:36,889 Trust my mind. Let's see what we can do about that. Dr. Maitre, try Vakafan. For 86 00:05:36,890 --> 00:05:38,630 hiccups? It's like a sledgehammer. 87 00:05:38,850 --> 00:05:40,070 Sounds he's overrated. 88 00:05:43,110 --> 00:05:44,160 Hey there. 89 00:05:44,190 --> 00:05:45,250 I was looking for you. 90 00:05:45,490 --> 00:05:46,540 Why aren't you home? 91 00:05:46,710 --> 00:05:49,050 I'm heading there now. I just, we... 92 00:05:49,480 --> 00:05:52,400 We didn't get a chance to talk last night. No, we didn't. 93 00:05:53,260 --> 00:05:57,960 This is big for you, Michael, and I wanted to say congrats. 94 00:05:58,820 --> 00:05:59,940 Thank you, Amy. 95 00:06:01,500 --> 00:06:02,550 How's it, baby? 96 00:06:02,900 --> 00:06:04,480 Good. Good. 97 00:06:04,720 --> 00:06:06,900 Does he have a name yet? Still working on it. 98 00:06:09,340 --> 00:06:11,640 I'd better get back. 99 00:06:12,360 --> 00:06:14,480 Yeah. I'm so glad you're okay. 100 00:06:27,150 --> 00:06:28,200 Dr. Larson? 101 00:06:28,930 --> 00:06:31,730 Sorry, I just... Can you come take a look at my patient? 102 00:06:32,010 --> 00:06:34,630 All the OBs are busy, and there's something weird. 103 00:06:38,570 --> 00:06:39,830 Megan, this is Dr. Larson. 104 00:06:40,250 --> 00:06:41,300 Nice to meet you. 105 00:06:41,650 --> 00:06:43,830 Um, so what's going on? 106 00:06:44,190 --> 00:06:47,430 She's presenting with abdominal pain, soreness, and nausea. 107 00:06:47,770 --> 00:06:49,590 The ER gave her meds to ease the pain. 108 00:06:50,410 --> 00:06:53,870 My doula wasn't worried, but I just want to make sure my baby's okay. 109 00:06:54,410 --> 00:06:55,870 So you don't have a doctor? 110 00:06:57,159 --> 00:07:00,349 Where I live, it's a tight -knit community, kind of off the grid. 111 00:07:00,820 --> 00:07:02,990 We don't believe in traditional medicine. 112 00:07:04,340 --> 00:07:08,659 I know what you're thinking, but... Our only concern is that you and your baby 113 00:07:08,660 --> 00:07:09,740 get what you need. We do. 114 00:07:10,520 --> 00:07:12,260 Moms -to -be are given the priority. 115 00:07:12,320 --> 00:07:15,620 I get the best food, longest showers, warmest blankets. 116 00:07:17,980 --> 00:07:21,760 Um, I'd love to take a look, so I'm going to do another ultrasound. 117 00:07:26,400 --> 00:07:29,800 So, um, no one came with you? 118 00:07:30,400 --> 00:07:31,450 No. 119 00:07:31,600 --> 00:07:35,180 My baby's dad left a few months ago. He doesn't live with us anymore. 120 00:07:36,400 --> 00:07:37,450 It's okay. 121 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:38,690 I'm really lucky. 122 00:07:39,160 --> 00:07:41,980 My kid will be raised by 20 people instead of just two. 123 00:07:43,580 --> 00:07:45,020 Um, this shouldn't take long. 124 00:07:45,380 --> 00:07:46,430 Oh, sorry. 125 00:07:58,190 --> 00:07:59,240 I need help. 126 00:07:59,250 --> 00:08:00,390 Why are you still here? 127 00:08:00,590 --> 00:08:03,350 I was sleeping, but I got pulled into a consult. 128 00:08:03,650 --> 00:08:08,189 Okay, patient is presenting as seven months pregnant, rounded belly, 129 00:08:08,190 --> 00:08:12,810 breast changes, sensation of fetal movement, came in with abdominal pain, 130 00:08:13,030 --> 00:08:14,230 worried about the baby. 131 00:08:14,231 --> 00:08:15,989 And what did the ultrasound show? 132 00:08:15,990 --> 00:08:19,450 A concerning mass. We need a CT and a biopsy right away. 133 00:08:19,830 --> 00:08:20,880 So why do you need me? 134 00:08:20,890 --> 00:08:22,470 Because of what it didn't show. 135 00:08:23,330 --> 00:08:25,130 There's no baby in her uterus. 136 00:08:25,770 --> 00:08:27,990 Blood work shows that there never was. 137 00:08:31,250 --> 00:08:32,909 What are you doing here? 138 00:08:33,150 --> 00:08:37,510 I just... I can't right now. Just give me a minute. 139 00:08:39,390 --> 00:08:41,929 Did you start my patient on furosemide? 140 00:08:43,230 --> 00:08:46,510 Yeah, her O2 sets were dropped. She has chronic kidney failure. 141 00:08:46,511 --> 00:08:50,279 I checked her labs. She looked like she could handle a gentle diarrhea. 142 00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:53,519 She's already had an 8th inhibitor. You just doubled down on renal risk. 143 00:08:53,520 --> 00:08:56,999 Which is why I started her on vasopressin. That raised her blood 144 00:08:57,000 --> 00:09:00,010 didn't address her heart failure or low ejection fraction. 145 00:09:00,800 --> 00:09:03,660 So what did she need, Dr. Clark? 146 00:09:05,440 --> 00:09:07,440 Do you have any idea what you're doing? 147 00:09:10,640 --> 00:09:11,920 An endotrope. 148 00:09:12,780 --> 00:09:17,099 Now I have to explain to her daughter why she has a tube jammed down her 149 00:09:17,100 --> 00:09:19,270 when she was turning a corner this morning. 150 00:09:19,860 --> 00:09:22,900 Lucy, 70ETT, atonement and sucks, stat. 151 00:09:22,901 --> 00:09:27,299 This is the big leagues, Brian. If you're going to bring your double A 152 00:09:27,300 --> 00:09:29,839 least you can do is consult me when you're covering one of my patients. 153 00:09:29,840 --> 00:09:33,320 Well, we can't all be as brilliant as you. No, that's why you call me. 154 00:09:33,620 --> 00:09:35,840 I assume you can handle the intubation? 155 00:09:38,420 --> 00:09:39,620 So what did you tell her? 156 00:09:39,820 --> 00:09:43,629 Nothing. I don't know how long she's been living in this sect or cult or 157 00:09:43,630 --> 00:09:46,100 whatever it is, or what she knows about medicine. 158 00:09:46,101 --> 00:09:47,309 Okay, good. 159 00:09:47,310 --> 00:09:49,849 Cthulhu's basis has to be handled very delicately. 160 00:09:49,850 --> 00:09:53,340 The safest path forward is to treat Megan as if she's really pregnant. 161 00:09:53,570 --> 00:09:54,620 Lie to her. 162 00:09:54,750 --> 00:09:55,800 Yes. 163 00:09:55,919 --> 00:10:00,179 And throw full disclosure out the window. Do no harm has to come first. 164 00:10:00,180 --> 00:10:03,560 sure that enabling a delusion qualifies as do no harm. 165 00:10:03,820 --> 00:10:08,059 This is a delusion so powerful her body's compensated for it. Telling her 166 00:10:08,060 --> 00:10:11,310 truth now could have her bolt before you can even biopsy the mask. 167 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:15,760 But won't feeding a delusion this deep make breaking it even harder? 168 00:10:16,180 --> 00:10:19,580 Yes. And when that time comes, I'll help her confront it. 169 00:10:19,940 --> 00:10:23,730 But because you're the one lying to her, you'll have to rip off the band -aid. 170 00:10:30,850 --> 00:10:31,900 What's wrong? 171 00:10:31,901 --> 00:10:35,429 I think I'm having a delayed reaction to the tank. 172 00:10:35,430 --> 00:10:36,469 You're having memories? 173 00:10:36,470 --> 00:10:39,029 I mean, they're not like the memories that I had when I was with Alex. They're 174 00:10:39,030 --> 00:10:41,530 just weird flashes without any context. 175 00:10:41,830 --> 00:10:45,450 Like a piece of cake, a glass of wine, flowers. 176 00:10:45,750 --> 00:10:49,670 I think I'm in a restaurant, but I have no idea with who or why it matters. 177 00:10:49,671 --> 00:10:53,709 If you're triggered by your environment, it's probably good you stay here today. 178 00:10:53,710 --> 00:10:56,240 Maybe you'll get a hit that gives you some clarity. 179 00:10:58,830 --> 00:11:00,630 How about Sean? 180 00:11:02,090 --> 00:11:03,140 Are you a shot? 181 00:11:03,870 --> 00:11:05,750 No, he doesn't like that one either. 182 00:11:06,310 --> 00:11:08,270 He's rolled out all my names so far. 183 00:11:09,090 --> 00:11:12,850 Ryan, Archie, Sutton. No, I wasn't going to name my son Sutton. 184 00:11:16,070 --> 00:11:19,890 How about Simon? 185 00:11:22,090 --> 00:11:23,140 I like that. 186 00:11:25,790 --> 00:11:27,870 Hey, new parents. 187 00:11:28,590 --> 00:11:31,490 Congrats. Can I steal him a moment? 188 00:11:32,030 --> 00:11:33,350 I assume you mean Michael? 189 00:11:34,050 --> 00:11:38,369 So, when are you taking your paternity leave? I figured in a month or two when 190 00:11:38,370 --> 00:11:39,450 the baby nurse leaves. 191 00:11:39,650 --> 00:11:40,700 Sooner is better. 192 00:11:40,890 --> 00:11:41,940 Like today. 193 00:11:42,470 --> 00:11:44,450 Is this about what happened with Eunos? 194 00:11:44,590 --> 00:11:48,529 You put our accreditation at risk and you left me and the board unprepared to 195 00:11:48,530 --> 00:11:52,689 deal with the fallout. I'm sorry. You did what you could under impossible 196 00:11:52,690 --> 00:11:55,089 circumstances. That's what I've told everyone. 197 00:11:55,090 --> 00:11:57,049 Because you've been here seven months? 198 00:11:57,050 --> 00:12:00,360 And I'm the one who hired you. I will take the heat if we need to make a 199 00:12:00,590 --> 00:12:01,640 You can't be serious. 200 00:12:01,641 --> 00:12:05,429 Take your paternity leave now. Let the smoke clear. And by the time you get 201 00:12:05,430 --> 00:12:07,469 back, the board will have moved on to a different target. 202 00:12:07,470 --> 00:12:08,610 What about a new chief? 203 00:12:08,970 --> 00:12:10,950 I'd like that to be my hire. You can wait. 204 00:12:11,650 --> 00:12:14,690 And if I find someone, I'll give you a chance at betting them. 205 00:12:15,050 --> 00:12:16,950 Now go be with your family. 206 00:12:23,990 --> 00:12:25,040 Hey there. 207 00:12:25,230 --> 00:12:26,280 Hey. 208 00:12:27,890 --> 00:12:28,940 My mom's still here? 209 00:12:30,170 --> 00:12:31,250 Where else would I be? 210 00:12:32,810 --> 00:12:33,860 Hi, baby. 211 00:12:34,110 --> 00:12:35,160 You feeling okay? 212 00:12:35,270 --> 00:12:36,320 Yeah. 213 00:12:36,321 --> 00:12:40,889 You didn't tell Liz any family secrets, did you? Well, actually, she told me all 214 00:12:40,890 --> 00:12:42,930 about your obsessions with Uncrustable. 215 00:12:43,650 --> 00:12:44,700 Hey, TJ. 216 00:12:44,890 --> 00:12:45,940 How are you feeling? 217 00:12:46,270 --> 00:12:47,320 Good. 218 00:12:47,490 --> 00:12:49,050 Better when I can get out of here. 219 00:12:49,051 --> 00:12:50,949 What do you think, Doc? A couple days? 220 00:12:50,950 --> 00:12:52,000 Mind if I have a look? 221 00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:57,760 Nice job with the wound closure. 222 00:12:58,000 --> 00:13:03,559 You are healing well, but I'm afraid you need to lower your expectations about 223 00:13:03,560 --> 00:13:05,560 how soon you're getting back to normal. 224 00:13:06,100 --> 00:13:09,770 Your muscle was badly torn up by the bullet. You're lucky we could save the 225 00:13:09,771 --> 00:13:13,399 You can probably go home in about a week, but you're going to need a lot of 226 00:13:13,400 --> 00:13:15,140 rehab to get your strength back. 227 00:13:15,660 --> 00:13:16,860 How long are we talking? 228 00:13:17,440 --> 00:13:20,240 Maybe six months before you can walk normally again. 229 00:13:20,460 --> 00:13:22,980 About a year before you can run or play sports. 230 00:13:23,880 --> 00:13:27,280 I'll check on you later, but if you need to get up, call someone. 231 00:13:31,500 --> 00:13:34,920 If he knew you like I do, no way it would take that long. 232 00:13:37,280 --> 00:13:38,330 Sure. 233 00:13:39,180 --> 00:13:42,310 Gotta go, but Dad will be by later. He should still get some rest. 234 00:13:43,780 --> 00:13:44,830 I'm okay. 235 00:13:58,161 --> 00:14:00,209 How you doing? 236 00:14:00,210 --> 00:14:01,430 I got snacks. 237 00:14:02,350 --> 00:14:03,400 I'm good. 238 00:14:03,790 --> 00:14:05,010 I mean, after yesterday. 239 00:14:06,130 --> 00:14:07,330 Been through much worse. 240 00:14:08,590 --> 00:14:10,940 Besides, I'm not the one who got hit in the head. 241 00:14:11,270 --> 00:14:12,490 You get your CT yet? 242 00:14:12,790 --> 00:14:13,840 Yep, all good. 243 00:14:14,770 --> 00:14:17,480 Gonna take two Tylenol and calm myself in the morning. 244 00:14:19,490 --> 00:14:24,810 Uh, listen, about the other day, I... No, I told you, we're good. 245 00:14:26,670 --> 00:14:28,150 Anyway, doesn't matter. 246 00:14:28,560 --> 00:14:33,220 Amy and me, we're not together anymore, so... Oh, I'm sorry. 247 00:14:35,100 --> 00:14:37,640 No, you're not, but thank you for trying. 248 00:14:37,840 --> 00:14:42,820 Well, I am sorry you're hurting, but yeah, you deserve better. 249 00:14:44,280 --> 00:14:45,330 Appreciate it. 250 00:14:46,920 --> 00:14:50,530 This cam will give us a clear picture of what's causing your discomfort. 251 00:14:50,680 --> 00:14:51,920 This is Dr. Walker. 252 00:14:52,840 --> 00:14:53,890 She'll assist. 253 00:14:54,080 --> 00:14:55,940 A few questions before we get started. 254 00:14:55,941 --> 00:14:58,009 When did you know you were pregnant? 255 00:14:58,010 --> 00:14:59,390 Well, I missed my period. 256 00:14:59,670 --> 00:15:00,870 Just thought it was late. 257 00:15:01,290 --> 00:15:04,210 A few weeks after that, I guess, so five months ago. 258 00:15:04,670 --> 00:15:06,050 And when did the pain start? 259 00:15:06,890 --> 00:15:08,170 Three, four weeks ago. 260 00:15:09,490 --> 00:15:12,970 Did your baby have a growth spurt around that time? 261 00:15:13,250 --> 00:15:15,480 Yeah, that's when I really started showing. 262 00:15:16,390 --> 00:15:18,250 Do you have any family we can contact? 263 00:15:18,850 --> 00:15:21,550 No. I was raised in foster care. 264 00:15:22,010 --> 00:15:23,060 Moved around a lot. 265 00:15:23,270 --> 00:15:26,410 I have a brother, but we got separated when I was 11. 266 00:15:27,200 --> 00:15:28,280 Haven't spoken since. 267 00:15:28,820 --> 00:15:30,860 Okay. I'll get you into the scan. 268 00:15:30,861 --> 00:15:32,719 Oh, good. 269 00:15:32,720 --> 00:15:33,770 I'm not too late. 270 00:15:34,220 --> 00:15:39,319 Anne? Um, sorry, who are you? I am Megan's family, and you may not do a CT 271 00:15:39,320 --> 00:15:39,939 on her. 272 00:15:39,940 --> 00:15:41,680 We don't take orders from you. 273 00:15:41,900 --> 00:15:42,980 It's bad for the baby. 274 00:15:43,240 --> 00:15:47,919 It is? No, it's an acceptable level of radiation, given our concerns and what 275 00:15:47,920 --> 00:15:49,970 need to look for. You need to come home now. 276 00:15:50,520 --> 00:15:51,680 Okay, I will. Megan. 277 00:15:53,119 --> 00:15:55,980 I'm sorry, Mr. Rand. I just had to make sure the baby's okay. 278 00:15:56,300 --> 00:16:00,159 We'll take care of you both. You can't trust these people. She can, and she 279 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:03,319 clearly knows that, or she wouldn't have traveled four hours to get here. 280 00:16:03,320 --> 00:16:09,159 Megan, I can't put radiation in my baby. Then we can do an MRI which doesn't use 281 00:16:09,160 --> 00:16:13,060 radiation. Her pain will only get worse if she leaves here without treatment. 282 00:16:16,420 --> 00:16:17,470 Fine. 283 00:16:18,000 --> 00:16:19,400 But where she goes, I go. 284 00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:28,490 Big mistake there? 285 00:16:29,000 --> 00:16:32,490 He's a good doctor. I'm just tired of running circles around everyone. 286 00:16:32,620 --> 00:16:38,040 Well, I was in the neighborhood. Thought I'd say hello and show you these. 287 00:16:42,060 --> 00:16:43,140 Tchaikovsky's Fifth. 288 00:16:43,280 --> 00:16:45,020 Box right above the string section. 289 00:16:45,220 --> 00:16:46,380 I wish I could go. 290 00:16:46,381 --> 00:16:48,299 I'm having dinner with Joan. 291 00:16:48,300 --> 00:16:49,440 Can't you reschedule? 292 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:53,240 Oh, she's only here for two weeks before she goes to Thailand. 293 00:16:53,600 --> 00:16:54,740 Katie, I'll go with you. 294 00:16:57,970 --> 00:16:59,270 We need a night out. 295 00:16:59,271 --> 00:17:01,029 For us. 296 00:17:01,030 --> 00:17:02,080 It's three o 'clock. 297 00:17:03,270 --> 00:17:04,770 Next time, plan it beforehand. 298 00:17:05,670 --> 00:17:08,290 Look, I need to get back to work. I will see you at home. 299 00:17:12,650 --> 00:17:14,069 Well, well. Look who's back. 300 00:17:14,270 --> 00:17:16,910 Oh, congratulations, Dad. 301 00:17:16,911 --> 00:17:18,568 Thank you. 302 00:17:18,569 --> 00:17:20,868 It's very nice of you to come up here to say that. 303 00:17:20,869 --> 00:17:22,189 Oh, that's not why I came up. 304 00:17:22,329 --> 00:17:23,949 There's the Joan we know and love. 305 00:17:23,950 --> 00:17:27,639 I understand you're in the unenviable position of trying to find a new chief 306 00:17:27,640 --> 00:17:28,690 internal medicine. 307 00:17:28,940 --> 00:17:33,479 So a friend asked me to put in a good word, Mick Facatelli. Oh, I'll have my 308 00:17:33,480 --> 00:17:36,790 assistant set up a meeting. No, I wouldn't do that to you. He's awful. 309 00:17:36,791 --> 00:17:39,219 But who else are you looking at? 310 00:17:39,220 --> 00:17:41,740 Well, Tori Davis has great credentials. 311 00:17:41,741 --> 00:17:42,799 She does. 312 00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:45,390 Unfortunately, she's a serial sexual harasser. Ah. 313 00:17:45,540 --> 00:17:49,500 I mean... Max also mentioned Joseph Liu. 314 00:17:50,100 --> 00:17:51,180 Oh, he'd be great. 315 00:17:52,200 --> 00:17:54,430 But I'm pretty sure he died three months ago. 316 00:17:54,460 --> 00:17:55,700 Well, not ideal then. 317 00:17:56,340 --> 00:17:57,980 Um, a word of advice. 318 00:17:59,340 --> 00:18:01,200 Don't hire anyone who's asking for it. 319 00:18:02,220 --> 00:18:04,540 And I just want to say congrats and hi. 320 00:18:06,920 --> 00:18:08,780 You're sure this won't hurt the baby? 321 00:18:09,020 --> 00:18:10,640 The MRI is not harmful. 322 00:18:11,020 --> 00:18:14,819 Our goal is to heal people, not hurt them. I know you don't understand the 323 00:18:14,820 --> 00:18:18,659 we live, but I will be just as much a mother to that baby as Megan. I'm sure 324 00:18:18,660 --> 00:18:21,070 it'll be wonderful for her to have that support. 325 00:18:21,520 --> 00:18:23,520 When she came to us, she was quite lost. 326 00:18:24,480 --> 00:18:28,859 Everyone can see what this baby has done for her. Oh, for God's sake, there's no 327 00:18:28,860 --> 00:18:29,910 baby. 328 00:18:30,340 --> 00:18:34,760 What are you talking about? You brainwashed her into needing it to feel 329 00:18:35,380 --> 00:18:36,940 And now, here we are. 330 00:18:37,480 --> 00:18:40,800 That is not possible. She is obviously pregnant. No. 331 00:18:41,540 --> 00:18:46,119 Megan's suffering from a complex delusion that causes her body to mimic 332 00:18:46,120 --> 00:18:47,159 effects of pregnancy. 333 00:18:47,160 --> 00:18:48,210 It's rare. 334 00:18:48,300 --> 00:18:51,070 So you're manipulating her. No more than you people are. 335 00:18:52,390 --> 00:18:53,870 And we'd better talk outside. 336 00:18:53,871 --> 00:18:59,429 You all think your way is so much better. I'm not debating this. 337 00:18:59,430 --> 00:19:03,249 What matters is Megan. Do you care about her? Of course I do. Well, she has a 338 00:19:03,250 --> 00:19:06,020 tumor. If we don't treat it, she could die. That landing? 339 00:19:06,021 --> 00:19:09,509 Now, since you know what a CT is, I'm pretty sure you've heard of a psychotic 340 00:19:09,510 --> 00:19:10,560 break. 341 00:19:10,561 --> 00:19:13,869 That's where she's headed if we destroy her fantasy right now. We need to treat 342 00:19:13,870 --> 00:19:17,600 her physically first. And if I decide to take her someplace else to do that? 343 00:19:18,590 --> 00:19:22,609 You're right. We don't know you or what's going on where you're from, but 344 00:19:22,610 --> 00:19:27,749 whatever it is, I have DCYF, state police, and the FBI on speed dial. So if 345 00:19:27,750 --> 00:19:31,869 even think about trying to move her or breathe one word of this to Megan, 346 00:19:31,870 --> 00:19:35,149 have an army of blue windbreakers knocking down your doors. I'm assuming 347 00:19:35,150 --> 00:19:36,200 not what you want. 348 00:19:38,450 --> 00:19:40,170 I need to make a call. 349 00:19:43,930 --> 00:19:47,210 18 inches long, head circumference. 350 00:19:47,211 --> 00:19:48,789 30 centimeters. 351 00:19:48,790 --> 00:19:50,470 You're doing great, little buddy. 352 00:19:51,170 --> 00:19:54,600 Assuming the lab tests come back normal, you can take him home today. 353 00:19:56,070 --> 00:19:57,850 Does he look jaundiced to you? 354 00:19:59,550 --> 00:20:00,600 It's fate. 355 00:20:00,601 --> 00:20:01,629 Fairly common. 356 00:20:01,630 --> 00:20:03,130 Yeah, billy light, maybe. 357 00:20:03,410 --> 00:20:04,460 Just to be safe. 358 00:20:04,690 --> 00:20:06,430 It'll resolve itself in a few hours. 359 00:20:07,250 --> 00:20:08,300 Right. 360 00:20:10,070 --> 00:20:12,390 I do think it would be a good idea to get an echo. 361 00:20:12,730 --> 00:20:16,630 His cardiac auscultation is completely normal. That would really be 362 00:20:20,810 --> 00:20:21,860 Please. 363 00:20:58,290 --> 00:21:00,230 TJ! Oh my God, are you okay? 364 00:21:00,231 --> 00:21:02,349 I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine. You're not. 365 00:21:02,350 --> 00:21:05,229 You've got blood in the drain. If you had to go to the bathroom, why didn't 366 00:21:05,230 --> 00:21:06,209 call me? I can do it myself. 367 00:21:06,210 --> 00:21:09,590 You heard Dr. Agassi. You can't. Don't tell me what I can't do, okay? 368 00:21:12,650 --> 00:21:15,710 Now, the MRI shows that you have a tumor in your abdomen. 369 00:21:16,050 --> 00:21:20,909 Oh no, that's really bad. We can't know for sure until we perform a biopsy. What 370 00:21:20,910 --> 00:21:21,629 does that mean? 371 00:21:21,630 --> 00:21:24,649 We're going to take a needle and put it into your abdomen. No, I don't want to 372 00:21:24,650 --> 00:21:26,299 do anything if it's going to hurt the baby. 373 00:21:26,300 --> 00:21:29,010 I want to talk to Anne. Okay, you are going to be a mother. 374 00:21:29,820 --> 00:21:31,880 You need to make decisions for yourself. 375 00:21:35,320 --> 00:21:37,060 Maybe this wasn't such a good idea. 376 00:21:38,860 --> 00:21:39,910 I'm sorry. 377 00:21:40,280 --> 00:21:44,280 I'm sorry. I know that you're just scared. 378 00:21:45,900 --> 00:21:51,640 When I was pregnant with my son, they had to do something similar. 379 00:21:52,000 --> 00:21:56,779 called an amniocentesis. The idea of the needle going into my stomach that close 380 00:21:56,780 --> 00:21:58,820 to his little body, I was terrified. 381 00:21:59,560 --> 00:22:01,000 But you know what? He was fine. 382 00:22:01,480 --> 00:22:07,340 And 16 years later, we have amazing technology and even better doctors. 383 00:22:08,040 --> 00:22:10,200 You have nothing to be afraid of. 384 00:22:15,800 --> 00:22:19,000 Is it true you can see the sex from the ultrasound? 385 00:22:19,940 --> 00:22:20,990 Did you see? 386 00:22:22,159 --> 00:22:27,140 Usually, but because of the way the baby was positioned, I couldn't. 387 00:22:29,120 --> 00:22:30,170 That's okay. 388 00:22:31,620 --> 00:22:33,400 The name I picked works either way. 389 00:22:34,740 --> 00:22:35,790 Jordan. 390 00:22:37,020 --> 00:22:38,260 It's a beautiful name. 391 00:22:43,300 --> 00:22:44,350 Okay. 392 00:22:46,540 --> 00:22:47,880 You can do the biopsy. 393 00:22:49,300 --> 00:22:50,700 I do trust you. 394 00:22:52,760 --> 00:22:53,810 Okay. 395 00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:56,000 Hey, we're doing the biopsy now. 396 00:22:56,001 --> 00:22:59,539 I talked to my contact in social services to see about trying to track 397 00:22:59,540 --> 00:23:02,140 brother. Oh, I can't imagine that's going to be easy. 398 00:23:02,620 --> 00:23:03,880 Where is the dead mother? 399 00:23:04,120 --> 00:23:05,560 Last I saw in the waiting area. 400 00:23:05,940 --> 00:23:09,130 I'm pretty sure that the biopsy is going to show a stromal tumor. 401 00:23:09,131 --> 00:23:12,319 Oh, that's why you asked about the baby's growth spurt. If I'm right, it 402 00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:15,439 the pregnancy hormones she's producing as a result of the delusion are feeding 403 00:23:15,440 --> 00:23:16,159 the tumor. 404 00:23:16,160 --> 00:23:19,579 They're accelerating its growth. The longer that Megan thinks she's pregnant, 405 00:23:19,580 --> 00:23:21,020 the worse this is going to get. 406 00:23:23,639 --> 00:23:24,689 You're in luck. 407 00:23:25,020 --> 00:23:28,300 I spoke to my people and Megan is all yours now. 408 00:23:28,900 --> 00:23:31,760 What? Are you kidding? You're going to abandon her? 409 00:23:32,520 --> 00:23:34,570 There's no place for her with us anymore. 410 00:23:35,060 --> 00:23:36,110 You have a nice day. 411 00:23:39,180 --> 00:23:40,230 Sorry. 412 00:23:40,380 --> 00:23:41,640 Amy, can I have a word? 413 00:23:41,940 --> 00:23:42,990 Sure. 414 00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:50,000 TJ's having some problems. 415 00:23:50,380 --> 00:23:54,100 He's giving the nurses a hard time, which is... Obviously not like him. 416 00:23:55,320 --> 00:23:59,500 No one he respects more than you, so... Yeah, of course. I'll talk to him. 417 00:23:59,640 --> 00:24:03,539 Appreciate it. Thank you. Hey, because of everything that happened, I didn't 418 00:24:03,540 --> 00:24:06,719 a chance to apologize. What I said to you the other day... Let me just stop 419 00:24:06,720 --> 00:24:07,770 there, okay? 420 00:24:09,900 --> 00:24:12,840 I will always be grateful for what you did for me with Rafi. 421 00:24:12,841 --> 00:24:14,139 But you were right. 422 00:24:14,140 --> 00:24:15,190 We're not friends. 423 00:24:15,580 --> 00:24:19,279 You said that in an awful way because you were acting out about something 424 00:24:19,280 --> 00:24:20,330 on in your life. 425 00:24:20,460 --> 00:24:23,460 Just... like you did for all those years after your son died. 426 00:24:24,180 --> 00:24:29,100 And everything that happened yesterday, all of us being held at gunpoint. 427 00:24:29,560 --> 00:24:33,939 Do you realize you almost got Jake and TJ killed because of the things you 428 00:24:33,940 --> 00:24:34,990 didn't remember? 429 00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:40,119 This whole experiment of you being back, us all catering to your needs, it was 430 00:24:40,120 --> 00:24:44,839 misguided and narcissistic to begin with, but now we know it puts people in 431 00:24:44,840 --> 00:24:45,890 danger. 432 00:24:46,060 --> 00:24:47,860 I'm going to say what no one else will. 433 00:24:48,640 --> 00:24:49,720 You don't belong here. 434 00:25:06,179 --> 00:25:07,800 Lucy, do you know where TJ is? 435 00:25:07,801 --> 00:25:11,859 Oh, he opened up his incision. He took him to the procedure room. He should be 436 00:25:11,860 --> 00:25:12,910 back in an hour or so. 437 00:25:13,300 --> 00:25:14,350 Okay, thanks. 438 00:25:17,360 --> 00:25:18,410 You're still here. 439 00:25:19,500 --> 00:25:21,220 I ended up with another patient. 440 00:25:21,760 --> 00:25:23,020 Where are your students? 441 00:25:23,340 --> 00:25:24,390 I put them on Scott. 442 00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:27,550 They're probably collecting stool samples right about now. 443 00:25:28,240 --> 00:25:29,290 How are you doing? 444 00:25:29,720 --> 00:25:30,770 Yeah, okay. 445 00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:32,980 All things considered. 446 00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:35,220 Yeah, I saw Michael down in OB. 447 00:25:35,870 --> 00:25:37,270 That must be hard for you. 448 00:25:42,210 --> 00:25:43,350 You have no choice. 449 00:25:44,850 --> 00:25:45,900 You okay? 450 00:25:46,330 --> 00:25:53,169 I just had a memory from the missing years, and you were in it. You're 451 00:25:53,170 --> 00:25:59,770 me. We were at a restaurant, and there was chocolate cake and scotch, of 452 00:25:59,790 --> 00:26:03,950 and you said to me, you have no choice. 453 00:26:03,951 --> 00:26:07,299 Do you remember that? Do you know when that might have been or what we were 454 00:26:07,300 --> 00:26:08,039 talking about? 455 00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:12,859 It sounds like me, but we've had a lot of dinners and you've made a lot of 456 00:26:12,860 --> 00:26:14,420 choices in the last eight years. 457 00:26:14,860 --> 00:26:15,910 Yeah, right. 458 00:26:16,260 --> 00:26:17,740 I'll think on it. 459 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:19,980 Okay. Dinner this weekend? 460 00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:23,180 Yeah, yeah. I'd love that. Okay. 461 00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:29,980 Clear four -chamber view. 462 00:26:31,780 --> 00:26:32,920 Proper valve function. 463 00:26:33,770 --> 00:26:35,330 He's a strong, healthy boy. 464 00:26:36,530 --> 00:26:37,690 Time to take him home. 465 00:26:39,730 --> 00:26:41,870 Shh. It's okay. It's okay. 466 00:26:42,150 --> 00:26:43,200 It's okay. 467 00:26:52,870 --> 00:26:53,920 He's perfect. 468 00:26:54,530 --> 00:26:55,580 Yeah. 469 00:26:56,510 --> 00:26:57,560 I was worried. 470 00:26:58,210 --> 00:26:59,470 But he's healthy, right? 471 00:27:04,650 --> 00:27:05,930 I'm afraid to go home. 472 00:27:07,490 --> 00:27:09,130 Not because I think he's sick. 473 00:27:10,590 --> 00:27:12,090 He's not replacing Danny. 474 00:27:13,370 --> 00:27:16,310 Trust me, you have enough room in your heart for them both. 475 00:27:19,110 --> 00:27:20,670 Michael? Hey. 476 00:27:22,250 --> 00:27:28,610 I have a patient on this floor and I... Congrats, he's beautiful. 477 00:27:32,890 --> 00:27:33,990 We missed you. 478 00:27:37,931 --> 00:27:40,689 I can't believe that worked. 479 00:27:40,690 --> 00:27:41,709 Neither can I. 480 00:27:41,710 --> 00:27:42,760 How long's it been? 481 00:27:43,270 --> 00:27:45,130 Last one was, what, seven minutes ago. 482 00:27:45,310 --> 00:27:46,510 And how's the headache? 483 00:27:46,530 --> 00:27:48,580 It's finally going away. Chest pain, too. 484 00:27:48,641 --> 00:27:52,789 I'm so excited, I don't know what to do first. 485 00:27:52,790 --> 00:27:54,840 This has been the worst 11 days of my life. 486 00:27:55,450 --> 00:27:57,930 Well, luckily it's over. Get up! 487 00:28:03,750 --> 00:28:04,950 Reject the epinephrine. 488 00:28:07,790 --> 00:28:08,840 Tumor's big. 489 00:28:17,230 --> 00:28:18,280 I got it. 490 00:28:26,410 --> 00:28:27,460 Okay. 491 00:28:29,710 --> 00:28:32,600 She's in V -fib. Clear the field. I need to shock the patient. 492 00:28:32,710 --> 00:28:35,360 She doesn't make sense. She's got no cardiac history. 493 00:28:36,210 --> 00:28:37,260 It's not V -fib. 494 00:28:38,910 --> 00:28:40,470 She's having myoclonic tetany. 495 00:28:40,471 --> 00:28:44,099 No, no, stop, stop. Wait. It's not cardiac. It's a hormonal storm caused by 496 00:28:44,100 --> 00:28:46,930 tumor. Two milligrams of IV lorazepam. Are you sure? Do it. 497 00:28:59,060 --> 00:29:00,110 Tenny stopped. 498 00:29:01,180 --> 00:29:02,800 We got normal sinus rhythm again. 499 00:29:04,820 --> 00:29:05,870 I got it all. 500 00:29:06,940 --> 00:29:08,260 And she's sleeping now. 501 00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:10,050 Good. 502 00:29:10,379 --> 00:29:11,429 It's almost over. 503 00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:13,010 Not for Megan. 504 00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:16,510 For her, the hell is just about to start. 505 00:29:20,500 --> 00:29:22,480 Hey, Jordan Collier is here to see you. 506 00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:25,890 Megan's brother. 507 00:29:26,800 --> 00:29:28,500 Jordan was her name for the baby. 508 00:29:30,680 --> 00:29:32,000 Tried to find her for years. 509 00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:35,030 She's been living off the grid on a farm. 510 00:29:35,460 --> 00:29:39,319 There isn't much information on the group, but it has all the hallmarks of a 511 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:40,370 cult. 512 00:29:40,910 --> 00:29:44,930 Well, I was 12 when we got separated. I guess we both changed a lot. 513 00:29:45,150 --> 00:29:48,220 She told us she was in foster care, but not much more than that. 514 00:29:48,830 --> 00:29:50,650 Mom died in childbirth with her. 515 00:29:51,730 --> 00:29:53,650 Dad emotionally checked out. 516 00:29:54,950 --> 00:29:56,270 Then he really checked out. 517 00:29:56,271 --> 00:30:00,149 For a while, we lived on our own, surviving on whatever we could scrape 518 00:30:00,150 --> 00:30:01,200 together. 519 00:30:01,230 --> 00:30:04,970 Until DCYF came and separated you. And everything good was gone. 520 00:30:05,570 --> 00:30:08,150 Well, I'm glad you're here now. 521 00:30:10,860 --> 00:30:14,580 In light of my failure at intervention, I started thinking. 522 00:30:14,840 --> 00:30:16,340 Your case must be structural. 523 00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:19,190 Eleven days ago at the gym, did you work shoulders? 524 00:30:19,300 --> 00:30:20,580 Yeah, yeah, I did shrugs. 525 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:21,970 Okay. 526 00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:23,330 Raise your right arm. 527 00:30:23,331 --> 00:30:27,899 Something's supposed to happen. You're going to know when you feel it. Now your 528 00:30:27,900 --> 00:30:28,950 left. 529 00:30:30,700 --> 00:30:32,780 There's tingling in my fingers. 530 00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:35,380 Congratulations, you have a lipoma. 531 00:30:35,381 --> 00:30:38,939 Right at the nexus of the brachial plexus and the phrenic nerve. 532 00:30:38,940 --> 00:30:40,440 Why is she congratulating me? 533 00:30:40,730 --> 00:30:42,490 Because this time, she can fix you. 534 00:30:44,970 --> 00:30:47,260 Megan, there's something we need to tell you. 535 00:30:48,210 --> 00:30:51,870 This is your ultrasound from this morning. 536 00:30:52,210 --> 00:30:53,410 There's no baby there. 537 00:30:54,490 --> 00:30:56,230 There was never a baby. 538 00:30:57,510 --> 00:31:00,430 No, no, look at me. I'm pregnant. 539 00:31:00,630 --> 00:31:04,510 I know, it's hard to process, but you have a condition where your body... No, 540 00:31:04,550 --> 00:31:05,600 you're lying. 541 00:31:05,980 --> 00:31:08,060 You took my baby. Get Anne. Where's Anne? 542 00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:12,719 Anne went back to the commune. What? No, no, she would never leave us. Well, she 543 00:31:12,720 --> 00:31:16,380 left because there's no baby. No, no, no. You took my baby. 544 00:31:16,620 --> 00:31:17,670 Where's my baby? 545 00:31:36,330 --> 00:31:37,590 being a very good patient. 546 00:31:38,610 --> 00:31:39,660 Were you? 547 00:31:40,750 --> 00:31:45,950 I inserted myself into Jake's case from my bedside, almost killed the patient, 548 00:31:46,330 --> 00:31:50,149 and I crashed a board meeting with a bandage on my head demanding to come 549 00:31:50,150 --> 00:31:52,510 to work, so not so much. 550 00:31:53,590 --> 00:31:54,870 I think I was out that day. 551 00:31:56,010 --> 00:31:57,060 Shame I missed it. 552 00:31:59,350 --> 00:32:00,950 Do me a favor, okay? 553 00:32:02,110 --> 00:32:05,000 Don't punish the people who are trying to take care of you. 554 00:32:06,060 --> 00:32:09,480 That is one thing that I am not going to do over. 555 00:32:14,780 --> 00:32:18,600 I need to know if you still love her. 556 00:32:19,840 --> 00:32:22,080 Nora. It'll break my heart. 557 00:32:23,260 --> 00:32:27,200 But it'll be a thousand times worse if you deny it because you feel guilty. 558 00:32:28,140 --> 00:32:29,190 I love you. 559 00:32:31,980 --> 00:32:33,340 And I'm not going anywhere. 560 00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:51,599 You did something to the baby during the surgery. I know it. Then why would we 561 00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:52,599 do that? 562 00:32:52,600 --> 00:32:54,400 Why would we take your baby from you? 563 00:32:55,100 --> 00:32:58,320 Maybe because you thought I wouldn't take good care of it. 564 00:32:58,880 --> 00:33:01,050 There is another possibility to consider. 565 00:33:02,660 --> 00:33:07,300 Maybe after a lifetime of being ignored, you finally felt seen. 566 00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:09,760 You have a choice now. 567 00:33:10,520 --> 00:33:14,190 You can cling to that belief and spiral further from the life you deserve. 568 00:33:14,490 --> 00:33:20,629 Or you can take the harder path, accept what's real, grieve it, and start to 569 00:33:20,630 --> 00:33:21,680 heal. 570 00:33:22,210 --> 00:33:23,770 But you don't have to do it alone. 571 00:33:30,670 --> 00:33:31,720 Jordan will help you. 572 00:33:32,370 --> 00:33:33,420 I make it. 573 00:33:38,081 --> 00:33:45,549 I'm telling you, she humiliated this other doctor in front of a room full of 574 00:33:45,550 --> 00:33:49,330 people. If she's demanding her colleagues rise to her standards, so be 575 00:33:49,590 --> 00:33:50,670 You're not getting me. 576 00:33:51,510 --> 00:33:53,430 I don't even recognize her right now. 577 00:33:53,630 --> 00:33:57,769 I don't know what's going on at home, but as far as her career, she's on the 578 00:33:57,770 --> 00:34:01,020 road to being named chief and finally living up to her potential. 579 00:34:01,310 --> 00:34:03,960 Well, what's going on at home is we're falling apart. 580 00:34:03,961 --> 00:34:06,149 I know you're having dinner with her tonight. 581 00:34:06,150 --> 00:34:07,410 And you want me to mediate. 582 00:34:07,990 --> 00:34:10,760 I can barely get her to show up to a couple of counseling. 583 00:34:10,761 --> 00:34:14,388 And Gina can't get through to her. She trusts you, looks up to you. Can you 584 00:34:14,389 --> 00:34:16,850 try? We're not surviving this. 585 00:34:16,880 --> 00:34:18,948 Of course. 586 00:34:18,949 --> 00:34:21,370 Of course, Michael. I'll do whatever I can. 587 00:34:22,469 --> 00:34:23,519 Thank you. 588 00:34:31,850 --> 00:34:32,900 Hi. 589 00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:35,448 How'd it go? 590 00:34:35,449 --> 00:34:36,499 You tell us. 591 00:34:43,040 --> 00:34:46,530 Okay, we're not waiting all night. They're not coming back, I promise. 592 00:34:46,940 --> 00:34:50,699 Thank you. Just tell me, how bad is the scar on my egg? 593 00:34:50,900 --> 00:34:53,739 I hit the incision in a tattoo at your clavicle. 594 00:34:54,239 --> 00:34:55,400 Can't ruin a man's art. 595 00:34:56,300 --> 00:34:58,040 Didn't think I had it in me, did you? 596 00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:04,730 Hi. 597 00:35:05,060 --> 00:35:06,740 Don't you have a baby to take home? 598 00:35:07,420 --> 00:35:08,900 First, I have a proposition. 599 00:35:09,420 --> 00:35:10,470 Oh. 600 00:35:10,660 --> 00:35:15,559 Okay. I know you don't like to be tied down, but would you maybe consider being 601 00:35:15,560 --> 00:35:18,870 chief of internal medicine at the best hospital in Minneapolis? 602 00:35:19,640 --> 00:35:22,540 Michael. You can have free reign to do it how you like. 603 00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:23,980 Salary's competitive. 604 00:35:25,520 --> 00:35:29,060 Okay, fine. It's a 15 % pay cut. The hours are horrible. 605 00:35:29,340 --> 00:35:33,479 Dr. Coleman was shot yesterday not far from where we're sitting. You know, it's 606 00:35:33,480 --> 00:35:37,899 customary for the CMO to woo the potential chief by telling them how 607 00:35:37,900 --> 00:35:39,240 they'd be as a physician. 608 00:35:39,710 --> 00:35:43,729 We all know how smart and talented I am. And I come with the added bonus of 609 00:35:43,730 --> 00:35:47,810 being your ex -wife's friend and mentor. So maybe despite your new family, 610 00:35:47,890 --> 00:35:49,810 you're still trying to take care of Amy. 611 00:35:50,430 --> 00:35:51,480 Which is lovely. 612 00:35:52,290 --> 00:35:53,340 So you'll do it? 613 00:35:53,390 --> 00:35:54,440 No. 614 00:35:54,710 --> 00:35:58,110 I didn't want to have to appeal to your humanity, but I need you. 615 00:35:59,130 --> 00:36:00,990 And you always go where you're needed. 616 00:36:03,370 --> 00:36:04,990 Just give me a year. 617 00:36:06,150 --> 00:36:07,200 Three years. 618 00:36:07,510 --> 00:36:09,430 Options are mine. No non -compete. 619 00:36:09,690 --> 00:36:11,150 I get complete autonomy. 620 00:36:11,690 --> 00:36:16,149 Hiring, firing, budget, no board reviews for a year. I don't want those 621 00:36:16,150 --> 00:36:19,040 politicos breathing down my neck. Well, I can manage that. 622 00:36:19,050 --> 00:36:22,060 I need you to guarantee me one day a week of dedicated OR time. 623 00:36:22,170 --> 00:36:23,350 I know you love to cut. 624 00:36:23,590 --> 00:36:25,030 And I get to name my successor. 625 00:36:25,210 --> 00:36:26,770 Never gonna happen. Veto power? 626 00:36:30,590 --> 00:36:31,640 Congratulations. 627 00:36:36,470 --> 00:36:37,520 How was Megan? 628 00:36:38,410 --> 00:36:42,770 It'll take some time, but she'll be okay. 629 00:36:46,981 --> 00:36:53,789 Do you think the me from a year ago would have had a problem lying to her 630 00:36:53,790 --> 00:36:55,010 that? No. 631 00:36:55,770 --> 00:37:00,269 That Amy was a master of detachment, would have done whatever it took without 632 00:37:00,270 --> 00:37:01,309 second thought. 633 00:37:01,310 --> 00:37:02,930 Probably easier for me like that. 634 00:37:03,330 --> 00:37:04,380 Maybe. 635 00:37:04,830 --> 00:37:06,350 I still prefer this version. 636 00:37:11,630 --> 00:37:13,110 What did I do to you, Gina? 637 00:37:15,290 --> 00:37:18,030 Let's just say it was death by a thousand cuts. 638 00:37:21,290 --> 00:37:24,730 When you lost Danny, I felt like I lost you. 639 00:37:25,310 --> 00:37:29,270 And when I really needed you, you weren't there for me. 640 00:37:31,190 --> 00:37:32,510 Did we ever talk about it? 641 00:37:33,750 --> 00:37:34,800 What could I say? 642 00:37:35,790 --> 00:37:39,400 Compared to what you were going through, everything else felt trivial. 643 00:37:40,520 --> 00:37:42,020 I'm glad you're telling me now. 644 00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:48,140 And I know that I'm sorry sounds so hollow, but I am so sorry. 645 00:37:49,440 --> 00:37:51,670 I'll do whatever it takes to make this right. 646 00:37:53,420 --> 00:37:58,100 How do you even fix a thousand cuts with a thousand stitches? 647 00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:15,490 How you doing? 648 00:38:16,640 --> 00:38:17,860 I apologize to Liz. 649 00:38:18,580 --> 00:38:19,630 That's good. 650 00:38:20,920 --> 00:38:22,280 You sent Amy to talk to me. 651 00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:28,050 You needed it. 652 00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:32,520 I'm an army ranger. 653 00:38:34,100 --> 00:38:38,680 Asking for help, I don't... Leaning on people isn't a sign of weakness, TJ. 654 00:38:41,440 --> 00:38:44,210 I honestly don't know how I'm going to get through this. 655 00:38:58,060 --> 00:38:59,110 Have a good night. 656 00:39:00,060 --> 00:39:01,280 I have some memories. 657 00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:04,010 Of what? 658 00:39:04,460 --> 00:39:05,510 It doesn't matter. 659 00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:11,880 The point is, now at least I have some hope that maybe I can remember me. 660 00:39:13,580 --> 00:39:14,630 And us. 661 00:39:16,420 --> 00:39:17,900 I know I can't ask you to wait. 662 00:39:18,420 --> 00:39:19,600 But you still want me to. 663 00:39:20,620 --> 00:39:23,500 You were never my security blanket, Jake. 664 00:39:24,700 --> 00:39:26,600 Never. Look, I know you're trying. 665 00:39:28,270 --> 00:39:31,160 But I just don't think you're being honest with yourself. 666 00:39:32,770 --> 00:39:37,589 If there was no Nora and Michael didn't have a baby and he said you should go 667 00:39:37,590 --> 00:39:39,940 home to him and Katie, would you really say no? 668 00:39:42,110 --> 00:39:43,160 Please. 669 00:39:43,690 --> 00:39:44,740 Just stop this. 670 00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:19,480 You look like you could use a drink. 671 00:40:21,940 --> 00:40:22,990 You buying? 672 00:40:40,620 --> 00:40:42,680 Joan? Yeah? 673 00:40:43,380 --> 00:40:44,640 What are you doing? 674 00:40:46,800 --> 00:40:48,480 Right, yeah, okay. 675 00:41:35,460 --> 00:41:41,619 I won't be happy till I leave you alone 676 00:41:41,620 --> 00:41:46,840 again. Till I'm home again and feeling right. 677 00:41:49,280 --> 00:41:52,040 Till I'm home again. 678 00:42:13,331 --> 00:42:15,239 That's brutal. 679 00:42:15,240 --> 00:42:17,160 A couple of counseling isn't helping? 680 00:42:19,760 --> 00:42:21,260 That's a legitimate question. 681 00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:25,240 From the woman who thinks shrinks are all charlatans. 682 00:42:25,860 --> 00:42:29,679 Individual therapy is just paying someone to watch you gaze at your navel 683 00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:33,019 then ask how you feel about it. But with a couple, at least it does force both 684 00:42:33,020 --> 00:42:34,460 parties to communicate. 685 00:42:37,820 --> 00:42:41,260 What's there left to say that hasn't already been said? 686 00:42:42,040 --> 00:42:43,090 I'll tell you. 687 00:42:43,540 --> 00:42:48,219 He's always held you back. But now, when you look at him, all you see is the man 688 00:42:48,220 --> 00:42:49,700 who you think let your son die. 689 00:42:51,200 --> 00:42:52,250 That's bad for you. 690 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:56,440 What you have to do now is hard but clear. 691 00:42:57,840 --> 00:42:58,890 You have no choice. 692 00:42:59,731 --> 00:43:01,829 You have to leave him. 693 00:43:01,830 --> 00:43:06,380 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0